Since then, It’s just been so sweet and super amazing to watch God do all that he’s done!! Like WOW…….
I went to Charlotte Nov 9th, 2019 for the 5K. For some reason I was super nervous. but I met a friend! He was so great, He gave me a list of “Where to”‘s! We’ve stayed in contact and he’s been super helpful with all of this! Also that weekend, Jordan and I went apartment shopping…… which was super frustrating because of the prices……. lol. For those of you who have never been to Charlotte, It is expensive………….
but after my own little pitty party, I got back with the Lord and realized, God wouldn’t lead me there to be homeless! haha (Fingers Crossed..) and i’m totally up for/expecting him to do amazing things that I cannot even imagine. So if that means someones mother in law suite at the last minute than heck ya!! Or Whatever!!
Learning to wait and be patient is an everyday struggle. But that’s what he’s teaching me to do. That’s what I am horrible at doing haha. LET ME TEEELLL you,,, He is SO patient with me, because I mean like, every day!!! I doubt and try to take it into my own hands again. and EVERY day, He’s like “now Dannie…what did we talk about…remember what I have done for you… Remember who I am, and just let it go. You said ‘Yes’ to me, so mean it!” And i’m like, Jesus, you are so right. I don’t even deserve all of this. You are so so good. Gotta Check myself. lol ……….
So, November 11th I had my interview and I mean, I had COMPLETE Jesus peace. I wasn’t nervous at all. (Which again, if you know me, that is WAY out of character for a thing like this. It was ALL the Lord). I went in and had a conversation with my (Soon to be) boss, and it was such a great experience. Then I got to meet alllll the girls in multiple different peer interviews! Everyone that I met talked to me, challenged me, tried to get to know me, and made me feel welcomed. It just felt like the right place for me. and I’m all about this new challenge. I love to continue to excel in my work place. I’m so scared and so excited! but it is also bittersweet because I’m leaving so much here, my people, friends, family, my childhood, and my comfort…
Lord, I told you yes. and You have been SO faithful and compassionate toward me. I don’t know why you want me here, but I will choose to trust you…everyday…even when everything in me is fighting you…. Lord, your vision is SO much bigger than mine, So even if this isn’t for me, I’m excited! Even if its for one person, one family, one doggie, anything. I trust you. My new prayer, (along with job, friend, church, home, vet) is Lord, give me your vision. I want my heart and my vision for this move to match up with your heart and your vision. I want to see what you see and feel what you feel. Lets make this story and move more about you and less about me. Forgive me for trying to take the reigns all the time. and for being kinda sorta obsessed with “Maybe my husband is in Charlotte”…. Like, Come on dan…Get over yourself… (I mean, if you want to do that, I’d be totally down,) but more importantly,
I want your vision for this move. and I know you will make it known.
I Love you Lord, Amen.
Your Love Is Strong 